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M Invisible to d world!!!

Posted: August 31, 2013 in Uncategorized

Wow,,, What can be more peaceful then u, urself being at peace!

Trust me, today is Saturday and i am sitting in office with my legs crossed on the chair, headphones in my ears and a movie playing on my Mac mini.

It just amazing when you dont have to work and you still are pretending it and watching and doing wateva you want.

I have actually from the past few days, learnt about not giving a fuck on wat evrybody is gonna think on wat m doing or saying or hw creepy i look. Β And, for a change this feeling feels too awesome. I would say, way tooo awesome.

I feel freee,, i have no restrictions i have nothing to worry about because this is my life. I wear clothes that doesnt make sense at al but to me only. I am pairing up trousers with god forbid a t-shirt. I have neva thot of dressing like this but this feels fun and i sometimes feel that i wanna dress up even in a more funny way. How does it matter what you wear, until or unless u like it.

I love it like this at work, when i am alone in my cubicle and m watching a movie(This time m watching bandslam) and i can feel m invisible to d world.

 

Cheers,

Happy Reading..

 

There is an urge to write. Write about the most beautiful yet most dreadful feeling in this world.

 

I think about love and there goes a jitter from my body to my brains to my soul. What is Love?

 

I still Wonder IF i know, if i had been able to find out what this magic is.Β  When in the movies, in the reel life i see somebody in love, i feel all of it myself.

LOVE is when two friends share each others life and unknowingly one of them falls in love with the other one.

LOVE is when unknowingly you think about somebody. You long to meet them, be with them , talk to them and in your dreams you see them. Its true, you really see them in your dreams.

And when you meet that person, then you really cannot bear anyone else talking to them except you.

 

The feeling Of JEALOUSY, the feeling of care, the feeling of waiting for them, waiting to get their one glimpse, and the feeling of falling in love with those days and nights.

 

SO BEautifull everything feels that. I don’t know how it feels but yet i know about that feeling. πŸ™‚

Happy Reading!!!!! πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

Cheers!!!

 

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Working on Saturdays is one of the things i do not like at all. But,,,,there is nothing in life in which you cannot add the flavor of funnn i believe.

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Sooo, as its mandated to work on atleast two Saturdays out of four and three in case of 5 useless long weekends.

One thing about these working Saturdays is that, we have freedom to come late and do whatever in office, literally whatever means whatever..!!!!!!

And guess, how my dictionary defines this whatever. I have been coming late, just sitting and watching videos on youtube, playing carrom with Nikhil and my buddies here, going out in between to malls for window shopping etc etc.

List is quite long. But recently this month, the two Saturdays that i had to come were completely Splendid as i had been bunking office and been watching movies. πŸ˜‰ πŸ™‚

The Bollywood movies are just the best time pass. They show you a dream world which you always want to live in. But i believe, till now in my life i have been living on many of the parameters that i have learned from these fictions.

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The recent movie i have seen is Ye Jawani Hai Deewani(Means Youth Phase of Lyf is crazy).

One of the dialog in it had really touched my heart and it said:

“Life slips off your hand very fast, but it spends you in it, so before it spends you completely, make sure its always worth and you have lived everything you wanted to.”

Why do we wait for things we want? Why we never believe that if we try to get it we might get it. We just need to ask for it, may be from ourselves, from somebody else or may be from God.

Another dialog that moved me was:

“No matter how fast you run behind the things you want in lyf, there will be some things which will be left behind knowingly or unknowingly. So, why not slow down a bit and enjoy the things coming in your way and cherish them.”

THis is the reason i just louveeee to watch movies, might be bollywood or hollywood. I just love them.

I have learned that, the things which makes you happy are very few and the things which will annoy you, frustrate you and show you negative side of lyf but if you try you can hold to those few things that make you happy and lyf would be far more easy.

Its better to spend yourself for good things because in return you get the memories for lifetime for yourself and for others.

Hope now you will be careful while spending yourself!!!!!!!!!!!

Cheers!

Happy Reading!! πŸ™‚

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I was thinking about writing my next post and was confused between some of the topics like boozing or relations etc. Then i thought these are the topics that are nice to discuss but we get to read them every then and now.

So, i was thinking hard and even harder to decide what to write that everybody would like it. I decided to wait till some out of the box idea lands into my brains with perfect landing.. πŸ˜‰

So i am at work the other day, and day is going fun as always. Because my cubicle is the most famous one as its the most happening place where people really have fun along with the work. And i mean it, if you dont trust me, then its alright, i don’t mind.. πŸ˜› πŸ˜€

The Three Musketeers of our Cubicle trying to pull out an idea off each other’s brains as a fun activity… πŸ˜› !!!

I get off track while writing most of the times because there are alot many things which i feel i should share with everyone reading this.

So, we are working post lunch. Me and colleague ‘Nikhil’ we work on the same project so we are always talking, cracking joke and at times discussing work as well. πŸ™‚

While doing the third, i was starring hard into my system trying to verify a problem with an icon and am blabbering along to Nikhil about this icon is not clear, it hasΒ  this or that blah blah.

And, while staring into the system, i realize i am not getting any response from Nikhil. Had he left, is he again playing game on the phone or god forbid what???

So, i turn around immediately to check what the hell is he doing.

And i see, Nikhil is sitting just behind me with his fingers busy curling around a long hair in his eyebrows.

I look again now to his eyebrows to confirm if that is what he is doing. And yes!!!!

He is damn seriously looking into my system and curling that one long hair. God knows, what he is trying with that.

Does it helps him to think better or just what????

I am into all laughter watching him like that, so i hold my breath and ask him, what the hell are you doing????

He replies, ahh, this one long hair i have found and i am trying to pull that out..

LOLLLLLZZZZ!!!

I am again laughing and told him, dude, you can get threading done for this as it will give your eyebrows a more precision (Sarcastically). πŸ˜‰

And then the next thing i see, he pulls it out finally,, and holding it in his hand taking a good look at it.

There dies that hair, that struggled hard to resist power of Nikhil..

And i ask him, so you gonna save this big string as an antique or what?

Nikhil throws it away and there starts another discussion about men shaving their body these days.

And i still wonder, how does men bear to get those thick bushes waxed off their body!!!!

Nikhil, ashamed of that murder!!

Nikhil, ashamed of that murder!!

Will be updating some more pics to make you familiar with what happens in my cubicle.. πŸ™‚

Happy Reading!!!!! πŸ™‚

Some people are dumb to a degree not measurable in our world yet..
I am sure every one of you must have met some of them around you.
Ahh, here we go..

I am at work and day is going fine until the reminder pops up on my screen for the daily meeting with our client.
Well, that’s not a problem at all because those people are the world’s best clients. So where is the problem?
Problem is that our Mic, which we are supposed to use for the call, stops working only at 1:00pm in the entire day.
And from past few days it was a big pain in the ass that i literally had to hold the mic pin in a particular position to make it work and at that time i felt like grrrrrrrr!!!

I wish i could break that system/machine into pieces.
But had to find a solution for that, so i am using the iPad today for the call.. YAYYYYYYYY !!!!Β Β  What a relief it was.. I am dancing, but just a lil in my head.. πŸ™‚

Now, lets do the meeting, i have the ipad so no more mic issue or any disturbances, i say it to my colleague.
We find an empty conference room to avoid any interference. Then starts the meeting.
WELCOME TO GOTO MEETING, Online Meetings made easy!!!
Sound—- Pinggggg!!!!!

You are the first caller on the line and will be placed on hold until the next caller arrives, PINGGGGGG!!!!!
MEeting starts, we greet each other. I am all contented that today we will do it without being muted.

Ah, thats what usually used to happen with us while using the mic. The poor client complained about our voice echos and getting to hear everything twice, so they muted us many times.

I tell you this is the minus of working in not veryyyy big firms, yet good enough(In case anyone from my organization reads it. ;))

 

So, we are being told by the client about something important and here enters the disturbance number1.
Directly entering the room, looking at our faces and hearing the client blabbering on speakers.

Are you on Call??? He asks. What the “F”, can you not see yourself.
Ah alright, he leaves. And guess what?

He comes back a minute later with a person famous in office as a loudspeaker.

Now, i am trying to concentrate on what our so nice clients are talking about and the two disturbances are standing just two feet from me, trying not to be loud but fuckingly loud to not let me hear a word from the speaker.

 

I say to myself, calm down!! SO, me and my colleague decides to move to the other corner of the conference table so that we can hear out the stuff being discussed.

We moved to the other end and now the two disturbances are on the highest of their pitch and discussing.

I give a look to my colleague asking,

what the PHUUCCCKKKKKK!!!!

 

Now we cant hear anything, and i go like CANT YOU PHUCKING SEE WE ARE ON A CALL HERE???? (I wish i could say like that πŸ˜›)

 

But i cant say that, so i give worst of my face expressions and say,,

Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  EXCUSE ME!!!! WE ARE ON A CALL HERE…..!!

And ah,, here the two disturbances wakes up to realize that there were already other people on important call in the room whom they have annoyed with their fucking discussion which they could have done in some other room..

 

They leave the room and the next thing we hear is Thanks For Joining The Call… 😐

HAppy Reading ! ! ! ! ! πŸ™‚

Every morning’s story is the same with me..

World’s biggest tension, what am gonna wear today for work! A night before when i goto sleep, i decide it.

In the morning, when i am done wid my breakfast and one hour of tv(Or half an hour of tv depending upon m up late or early) i change the decision i have made last nyt. Now, i am goin thru all my clothes but i still cant find anything worth.

So i say, i have no clothes, yell at mum, askin fr d only thing that i haven’t even seen in ages and now 30 minutes before my office time i wanna wear that. She struggles hard with me to find it out of a large pile ofΒ  clothes spread all over.

Ah!! Finally found it. But crap! It doesn’t look how i imagined it would.

But why the hell does it matters how i look? Today i will just wear the worst of the things and it wont matter.

Everything’s ready, i am about to leave and i decide, it does matter to me how i look. πŸ˜›

I rush to my room pick another t-shirt look into the mirror, oh No!! Its not even ironed, turn on the iron and crease it, try it,, ohhhhh

I cant wear this 😐 its bit over for workplace.. God!!!! What shall i wear????

Pick out another one and the last one, another look in the mirror and yes,, finallyyyyyy,,Β  this ones fine.

Finally office time it is already and am still home.. πŸ˜›

Thats how i get late everyday at work. Crazy mornings!!!

HAppy Reading!!! πŸ™‚

Waiting, waiting and waiting. Sometimes the wait gets so long that it begins to fade how it felt like to want something badly. You begin to doubt whether you really want it or do you even deserve it? Questions, endless, senseless questions pops into your head to add onto your anxiety to add to your fear.

You begin to think, what if i really got what i wanted, would i be able to handle it, would i be happy then or i am better off now without it as now you have learned to live without that thing which once you wanted so bad. Then again, lyf cannot be simple so it brings the twist by sending a hope that you will get what you want just want it bad enough so that everything conspires to let it get to you.

I am firm believer of god. I know it exists, and each and every wish you make is noted down in his diary. It just takes tym to get to your wish in the list but he surely does take care of what you want. If its taking time then it means before getting that, you need to learn something, you need to be prepared for it, you need to get something else before, may be something, which is even better than what you are asking for.

Life, my life is full of turns, good ones, bad ones, surprising ones and even unwanted ones. I say, i hate my life at times but the ones who had been in it since long, says, a person’s lyf should be like ur’s. Then i realize that may be its not so bad just the bad turn i am onto. πŸ™‚

I write, because its what i feel, as everyone knows that girls have this characteristic that they cannot keep things to themselves, so i am no different in this case. But yes, i love to write and when i write, sometimes, the words fit themselves into beautiful poems. And these poems are nothing but the reality which i sometimes fail to face but pretend that i am aware of it and eventually i face them with the help of my words.

Here are the few words i wrote while facing and not faking.

“Life is what we expect it to be,,
Neither is it what others say, nor is it what weΒ  see,,

Its like a story we are reading,

Guessing the next chapter every time and yet creating a new one each time!!!! “

Happy Reading!!!!! πŸ™‚

Love an Epic…

Posted: May 20, 2013 in Uncategorized

I am sitting and going through the words written long back in my phone and saved as drafts. We try to sometimes ignore and avoid many things but deep inside we know that we are the only ones responsible to take care of some unfinished businesses. May it be an apology to a closed one, may it be confession to ourselves, may it be some work related issue, or may it be trying to do something and failing the hundredth time and yet trying one more one last time.

Either we have to face it and let it go or we fake it and take it along through out our lives with an “i wish if”.

Those words from the phone goes like:

Love thru d rains n thru d fires, reaching thru ur soul to ur heart’s evy desire,,

Leavin behind d trails n d marks of new beginings, leavin behind n takin along d unspoken words of love, passion in endless rings,,

You choose to suffer u choose to bear d known bitter yet sweet pain of memories,,
U try n make evy ryt wrong n evy wrong ryt,
U try n accept evy wound given, u try to hide ur tears n create ur own love theories,,

Nothin works, no medicinal cure seems to b soothing d emptiness n d hole Insyd,,
U cry out to sleeps, u cry out n weep in d darkness n in d shadows of d Lyts,
D invisibl yet visibl pain begins to take a lead n is alwz standin by ur syd,,

D relief is found in d name in d game of d one ur heart is enslaved to,
It’s d rhythm of d flowing tears its d moments of joy u had seen thru,,

U live to die hundred deaths in d moments that had made u alive once,,
U die wid evy second’s tik, u die whn u hear those sounds dat prick,
U live d lyfΒ  lyk an unwanted n an haunted dream dat had been a fairy tale once!!!

 

Happy Readinggg!!!