Posts Tagged ‘complications’

Losing you or losing myself were no different.

The difference was you went to another world with no regret

I suffered here without you, I suffered here in silence with your memories,

My world was all black after you and just the tears and my broken heart it carries,

My heart turns cold every time it beats thinking about you,

But you wouldn’t know a thing, how would you even have a clue,

I am running alone trying to chase the shadows,

I am dying within knowing you’re gone but not the heart nor the brain seems to follow,

Let me hold you in my arms when you open your eyes,

Just for that one moment, everyday, thousand deaths this heart would die,

Those tiny lil hands, let me take them in my hands,

I will live my lifetime in that one touch nothing more this heart demands!

– M

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For the longest yet the dreadful journey came to an end,

I could see no far but knew this could be a bend,

Deep in the heart, happiness was somewhere saved,

For the battle with oneself and the world I have braved,

I could barely see and could barely keep the eyes open,

For to the core of my being, each of my cell was shaken,

Leaving my kingdom I was lying broken alone in the fields,

Yet this heart kept racing, there were no signs of it to yield,

Holding on to my dreams I was lost in a cause nowhere to be seen,

Yet I’d hope someday my heart would be rested and it’l find its peace,

Searching for the things that had no existence,

I didn’t know how to keep going how to not be persistent,

Of the world that I’d seen with these eyes,

There was no more of it anywhere but it were all lies,

Praying didn’t seem to answer all that was pounding this heart,

I knew somewhere it wasn’t for me, yet fate accidentally dealt the wrong card,

If all this was for me and meant to be my game,

I was certain that I will play it hard with every stone in the history carved with my name!!

-Cheers

M

The look, someone to look at her like she’s a world to them,

Someone to hold her so close like they are the leaves and she’s the stem,

Someone who keeps her warm with the fire in him that burns for her,

She wants to feel that she’s your need,

Like an oxygen and not only to feed,

She wants you to look at her like you are looking at her naked soul,

You see her in your dreams, in not just one but in all,

You hold her hand not just when nobody’s watching,

But you kiss her when all eyes are on you and the world is watching,

You look in her eyes and tell her what she means to you,

YOu promise her that in every thick or thin you will help her through,

For every tear, for every time when you make her cry, 

She wants you to hug her and tell her ‘i know its hard but we will try’,

She doesn’t want your treasures,

She counts your love in the moments you spend with her,

for there are no other measures,

The road to her heart is simple and straight,

Just give her love and a place in your life and she will open all the Gates!

 

 

-Cheers!

M

I took the road less travelled so I could see my steps graving into the path,

I recited my words again and again so I could hear if they were healing or not,

Bearing the burden on these shoulders I still held my head high,

For at nights, I heard the silence of the dark and I heard the wolves cry,

I gathered all my strength and I gathered all my dreams,

Then I closed my eyes and went to sleep,

The journey I started is not ending soon and it’s not just for today,

I am going to walk until I have a reason to turn back is all I can say!!

Cheers!

-M

The deepest fears reside within us, within our hearts and even in our minds.

As soon as we are born, the fear is born within us. But as we grow up, we learn to tackle different kind of fears.

Our parents, family and the society teach us and show us what different kind of fears reside in this world around us, in our society.

A part of me thinks that, if you don’t know about something then its natural that you would not fear that but as soon as you know, it starts to bring doubt and scare you.

But i also think that if we are aware of certain things or fears then we can work on dealing with them.

The only good thing about fears is that it makes you ‘Vulnerable’.

In this world, people think that being vulnerable is the sign of weakness, sign of loss, its not something to be proud of. They hide their emotions of being hurt with anger and pride.

But i feel that being vulnerable is the only thing that makes you human, that tells you that you have a heart and soul that feels and gets hurt.

There is nothing wrong with getting hurt or feeling vulnerable. There is nothing wrong in being on the loosing end, being not a winner, being somebody who is not perfect and being somebody who cries when they are hurt.

What is so shameful about being vulnerable?

 

Is it bad if you are capable of getting hurt because you have a heart that feels? No, it is not.

You can only be vulnerable if you are strong enough emotionally to handle pain and despair.

Vulnerability is the sign of strength, not physical but emotional and mental strength.

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Feel free to feel the best of the joys and worst of the fears,
For they might break you for a while but they will build you better for real!!

Be thankful that you are one of those beautiful people who can feel the real things like love, hurt, happiness and failure. Because most of the world is living under the umbrella to shirk off all the humanly things and with their fake shallow masks.

Happy Reading!

 

 

Somewhere far from the shallowness,

i hoped where am i you’d guess,

when i am looking behind,

following me are your shadows divine,

i thought am loosing myself,

for you said it was for the best,

Not you and nor me,

you said it was us that you see,

What makes you, you, is your wilderness,

and not everybody is just so blessed,

Daring to go beyond the darkness,

With you i knew i could always rest,

Walking with me, running with me,

i found, to happiness there was no key,

Some journeys were long, some journeys were less,

but every mile would matter if you’ll walk with me i guess!!

Happy Reading 🙂