Posts Tagged ‘Dedication’

Somewhere far from the shallowness,

i hoped where am i you’d guess,

when i am looking behind,

following me are your shadows divine,

i thought am loosing myself,

for you said it was for the best,

Not you and nor me,

you said it was us that you see,

What makes you, you, is your wilderness,

and not everybody is just so blessed,

Daring to go beyond the darkness,

With you i knew i could always rest,

Walking with me, running with me,

i found, to happiness there was no key,

Some journeys were long, some journeys were less,

but every mile would matter if you’ll walk with me i guess!!

Happy Reading 🙂

It’s the truth as true it can be and a lie as fake it can be. But yes it exists and it occurs without any notice, without any  prior intimation. You watch something or you read something and you fall in love with a character.

The character that you had never seen or heard of before but the moment you see them or hear about them, there is a voice in your head that says,  it’s them. It’s the character you had in your mind or in your heart since long ago buried deep within.

It’s the character you always wanted to read or to know about. How can we dream with our eyes open? How can a fictitious character be so influencing that you get blown away with those few moments.

Wow, they exist, but yes not in real. They are just a piece of a puzzle that writer creates in a story.

.

.

This is the beauty of writing!

.

.

Every writer has this gift of creating something and then breathing a life into it. What does it take to have your readers connect to the substance in your story or in your writing?

.

.

Being a reader as well as a writer at the same time, i try to collect those bits and pieces that i look for in someone’s writing.

When i write, i read it a hundred times myself. I recite it to myself as if am one of the audiences who are reading or listening to my words.

Its all unintentional, i never decide on to do this but it happens that every time i read, i always find something that i need to correct. I read every time to make sure that it is conveying the right feelings and the message.

You are the best critic as well as the reader of your writings. Your heart will always know when your words are magical or they are just coming out for the sake of writing.

And I just know one thing that when i am writing something, for each and every word, there is a picture in my head like on the screen,, if the writer says, there were tears in the eyes of a mother. I have a picture in my head, i picture the feeling in those words and that is the connection that everybody including me, waits for.

Everyone of us can create that magic. Some have this gift since always and for some it takes time to learn and polish whatever they write. You will make mistakes, grammatical or all kind of them.

But you will get there.

You will get there, where you’d be able to play only the harmonious strings. And all the noise of strumming will be left behind and what will remain will be a beautiful verse. 🙂

Remember that, not just some times, but every time, if it is something beautiful, may it be anything, it is always going to be NAMELESS.

If you can name it, then you are limiting it and if you cant name it then it has no restrictions or limitations and it will be free to mold itself, shape itself to be the best of what it can be!

Until next time, you and I find something nameless and beautiful..!!

Cheers!!

Sometimes i tell my brains,

Dude, You’re funny!

I am doing something here and you are running all over the places!

.

.

I can simply tell that its only 20-30% around the thing which am doing and rest all of it is occupied thinking or imagining millions of different things.

.

.

And then from the past few days i had been feeling a bit on the nerve. I thought it was because of this crazily hot weather that was getting on to me.

But guess what, i was Music deficient! D’uh!

And then i was asking around if somebody could suggest me some good music i can listen to and one of my colleagues suggested me this song.

You wont believe, just few seconds of music in my ears and it was like all the magic i needed.

I was back on my “thumping beat happy attitude”.

 

Hmmm mmm mmmm mm

Hmmm mmm mmmm mm

.

Its as simple as that to find your beat and i found it which was missing since so many days.

So don’t miss out on ‘MUSIC’ ever. It can be that missing one thing from your routine life.

.

.

Yeah, so getting back to what i was about to write here! 😛

So we have these training sessions with our client that i usually record so that we can refer to them later when we are stuck.

And in these sessions its usually me and my client discussing and talking, so basically i hear myself very often.

.

.

Who does that?

Its WEIRD, but i HAVE to!!

Its WEIRD, but i HAVE to!!

So, one day i had to listen to one of the recordings very carefully to understand something and further train team members on the same.

I was trying so hard to pay full attention to listen to our conversation with my brains not cooperating at all.

And then suddenly at the next second i hear myself laughing so loud in the call.

With a blink of eye, i removed the headset and looked around to ensure nobody else heard that.

I thought in my head, who the hell was that i just heard in the call!

That WASN'T me!

Was that ME??

And i heard it again and then again and then one last time to make sure how it sounded.

.

.

And DAMN!!!

.

.

It was funny, it sounded so FUNNY!

Who in the world laughs like that? I said to myself!

.

.

And on top of that, i shared it already with the team members so that they could also listen to it and take help when needed.

CRAP!!!

CRAP!!!

Damn! Damn!Damn!

Why did i share it already? I was laughing in my head and saying to myself

.

.

Didn’t realize i should have heard it first and then could have chopped the parts where i was laughing so bad.

LOL!

.

.

Now everybody would be laughing hearing me laugh like an alien 😛

.

.

But never mind, then i realized may be if they will be dedicated enough towards work then they won’t notice or if they notice then it will give them a reason to smile or laugh.

.

.

And i guess that’s a good thing to spread happiness, no matter that at times you are making a joke of yourself (I had to convince myself after all, lol).

.

.

He he

.

.

And am very sure that if you will ever hear yourself laugh then you will find yourself funny too.

So i believe that am not the only WEIRD one on this Planet!! 😀

But yeah, am sure now on i will be careful while recording such things.:P

.

.

Till then,

Stay WEIRD, Stay HAPPY!!

Happy Reading!

This is not the first time when am getting on this killing Spree. But every year, at least once or twice i get this killing instinct in me to shed those extra kilos i put on. 😛

go-kill-them

Let me tell you one thing,

.

.

IT IS NOT EASY!

I Am TRYING!!

I TRY!!

.

.

So the process starts with the guilt building inside every time you eat those delicious burgers and the junk food that you cant keep your hands off of.

food

.

.

.

Just a thought it takes, and in morning you put that alarm to snooze which you set last night to wake you up early in morning for exercising.

And when you finally wake up and eat that buttery breakfast and realize that, this is one last time i am eating all these fats. And that feeling inside that “its gonna make you work your bumm off” grows two folds.

And when you look into the mirror, you realize that, like a ginger, you are growing from everywhere!

.

.

And finally an eye opener is all that it takes to get you started at least for a couple of days.

.

.

Clothes Dont Lie!

Clothes Never Lie!

.

.

And now all you are waiting for, is time, to get home or to start gym or swimming or any regime that would make you fit in all your favorite clothes once again!

Now you get so conscious that every time you eat, all you see is the percentage of fats or carbs in the food on the table.

You cut on all those junk foods and the heavenly sweet things. And whenever you try to get off the track, your inner self doesn’t let you.

ice-age-o

.

.

So you start your exercising schedule one day. Funniest or i would say the weirdest thing that happens is that, with just a few minutes work out session, you are already able to see the results on your body. LOL (That’s just an illusion i know!)

Its WOrKiNg!!!

Its WOrKiNg!!!

.

.

.

But trust me, that gives your self esteem a lot of boost to continue it for a few more days as one day showed such good results then what wonders a regular one week can do.

So you gear up everyday for a couple of days and work out like nothing can stop you now from getting in shape.

.

.

And then ONE DAY, IT HAPPENS, either you get a lot of work(if you are working) or you get sleep deficient or you haven’t had sufficient food that day etc etc.

And, you take off from your exercise routine that day.

You decide to WoRk OuT TomoRRoW!

You decide to WoRk OuT TomoRRoW!

 

So that one day extends to two days then three then four then a week and then to the time when you get back to the point where you started. And that’s how this cycle keeps on repeating.

.

.

.

You eat, you realize, you realize some more, you exercise a lot, you exercise a bit and then you stop exercising and you start eating again and it goes on.

.

.

I am not sure how many of you go through this but i definitely follow this pattern. Duration of eating and work out keeps on fluctuating but for sure, exercising time is no where close to how much i eat. 😛

But i am happy anyways because it allows you to eat all the things that you love for sometime as you know that after a while you will be working hard to the after effects of those things.

Best thing about this pattern is that you wouldn’t be depriving yourself of the foods you love.. 😛

Happy Reading,

Cheers!

I had been away from writing for a long time. And i always used to wonder how is that possible. As i always thought that writing and sharing my thoughts here, is a channel to speak out whats inside of me.

But guess what, not writing, not sharing with the world about my perspective became a comfort zone for me.

So here i am getting out of my comfort zone and writing about whats going on these days.

I  had been always a kind of person who tries to do things in the easiest way. But hey, i try doing it that way but i end up doing it in the most complicated manner.

I was wondering and thinking hard about the concept of comfort zone. And i came up with these thoughts:

.

.

  1. Lazy Brains

Comfort zone is nothing but the state when our mind is too lazy to get its ass to work and hence it forecasts the message that whatever is going on is the best or is acceptable. And, as a result we just sit back and do nothing about the things we want.

.

.

.

.

2. Outcome seems like a dream

So this one is the most important factor or i would say the whole sole factor. You try and had been putting more than you have into something and then with time, with all the struggle you had been doing, it looses its charm. You no more crave for it as you have learned to live without it and you have grown into your world without that one thing and now getting it would be like getting out of your comfort zone.

.

.

3. Change attracts Resistance

So the complimentary gift that comes with the change is, “Resistance”. No matter how great the change is, your mind will always find a reason or two to make the change unacceptable. So its very natural that you will not immediately like the change as it is a work for the brains to change everything set up in the mind according to the new set up.

So, question rises, what to do when this kinda situation comes up.

I am still looking for a solution but seems like this has become my comfort zone, which is to live without a solution and am afraid, what if i find a solution. Lol

This is not very tough but neither is easy. It just requires an effort and that can be of any sorts.

Let me know if any of you have experienced this as well and have a solution that i can use. 🙂

Cheers, 🙂 🙂

Trust me, the biggest trickster in this world is your mind!

Surprised

Its true! Yes, i have been the recent victim of my mind’s trick.

Well, i am confused here. I don’t know whether its my mind that tricked me or the fate?

But one thing is certain that i was fooled. I was fooled by the fate or my mind , whosoever is behind the scene.

Oh Snap

Y Meeee!

I was hoping to get something and was very positive about it until today. Firstly, i got a notion that if you don’t bother about the thing bothering you then its gonna work in your favor. I don’t know what and y i was thinking that.

My brains are literally empty now i feel.

My brains are literally empty now i feel.

So the lesson here is if something is bothering you then let it bother you until it doesn’t effect you anymore. Or else, the fate will bring it to you two folds.

And that’s what happened with me. I tried and tried and tried not to let it get to me but tadaaaa!

As always fate enters with a bang!!

HOW CAN I LOOSE!!!

HOW CAN I LOOSE!!!

There’s a thing with me, when i get tooo emotional and when i cant control d pain inside, i burst into a laughter. I actually do that. Well, technically that is not something i am choosing to do but that’s how my brain handles the outburst of emotions i am feeling but not able to express.

I know i am silly!

I know i am silly!

And the worst thing is that during all this while my mind kept giving me the thoughts and intuition that oh Yes! Everything is gonna work fine, just don’t think about it.

And guess what, i was such a fool to believe that.

I ignored that lil whisper in my head that always said that there are chances that its not gonna work, so be prepared.

But, i never listened to that and kept believing the trick, the lie, my mind told me.

However, now that i know i cant do anything about what had happened already, my inner goddess who whispered that bitter truth, is relishing in her victory.

You should have listened to me.

You should have listened to me.

But that’s alright, as i had once said in one of my earlier posts that this is how fate and i play.

So what if i lost this time, i am gonna win the next. One defeat cant decide anything.

Somebody always tells me that this is a cruel world, and if you lost this time then it is not the end of the world! 🙂

“It was a bend not the end.”

You have to fight your battles yourself. Cry, laugh, complaint, cherish, fate is gonna make you go through every single thing that’s gonna build you, strengthen you for the next bend until you get to the end!!

PS: Always listen to that lil whisper in your head, its always right!

Happy Reading!
🙂

Hope! This word itself holds a life in it.

Recently i heard some very beautiful words,

Where there is hope, there is life.

5726046284_941dbce566_b

In dis world, where utter nonsense is being shown by the media, there is still some scope of finding life changing messages waiting to reach us.

” When nothing remains, there remains hope.”

Life is an interesting novel. When you go through tough times, you loose all your inside and outside battles. But deep down, you will know that this shall pass too. This is temporary, its not gonna last long.

No problem in this world comes without a solution. All it takes is an effort to find the solution, to get to it.

Science also says that everything in this universe tries to attain a state of equilibrium. And this implies every where, to living as well as to non living beings.

When there are difficult times, just know that they come in your life to tell you about the importance of happiness. To add the equilibrium which is missing somewhere in your book.

Its alright, completely alright to give up. Y am saying this?
There is a logic and reason behind everything, i believe. Try and find that reason. And the logic here, i will explain with an example from our day to day activities.

Life is like a sack of wheat you carrying in your arms. Holding too tightly, you are climbing the stairs and with every stair you are loosing the grip.

To get a hold back on to it, you put it down and pick it up again with a better grip and in a better position.

And that’s how it all works, thats how it happens.

Give up when you cant take it anymore, its only gonna help you to stand right up again. Realize that hope lying somewhere in the back of your head.

Hope holds us together against all d odds. It takes us to d roads never travelled never discovered.

It takes us to the destination we are meant to reach.

Somebody told me a beautiful truth:

“Don’t resist d change, embrace it and it will embrace you back!”

les-derevya-solnce-luch-peyzazh

“Hope is d only key to all those closed doors in your life. “

When there’s a hope, there’s definitely a scope!

Happy Reading!
Cheers 🙂